Amin

By the time I finally turned 30, I want to make my parents proud not for the quantity of money I could give them, but for the quality of person I’ve became. And that’s a promise that I’ll carry on my whole life with until I fulfill it.
- Melani Ratih M.

Friendship is

The hardest thing in the world to explain. It’s not something you learn in school. But if you haven’t learned the meaning of friendship, you really haven’t learned anything.
Even I just have some, they understand me most. My third strength after God and my family. Thank you <3

I do.

Did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn’t?

Try hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn’t?

You fall deeper with each passing day,

But try to hide it in every possible way?

I do.

a week

it has been a week.
it means 7 days.
h-1 cry.
h-2 cry, remind of past.
h-3 cry, remind of past, hide.
h-4 cry, remind of past, hide, run from real life.
h-5 cry, remind of past, hide, run from real life, make a fake smile.
h-6 cry, remind of past, hide, run from real life, make a fake smile, think.
h-7, TODAY give up.

give up to cry.
give up to remind of past.
give up to hide.
give up to run from real life.
give up to make a fake smile.

because i think.
nothing would change, even if i cry everyday, it has been decided by him surely.

you think we’d better off this way, ok.
i think i’d better open my eyes, like you did.
or someone had better slap me so i can wake up.
so i can just let you.

You're not alone

Yes, I make weird noises when I'm bored. I make stupid faces. I talk to myself when no one wants to hear me. I burp when I'm comfortable. I get wedges and I pick them, proudly. I don't have perfect hair. I wishes I could do more productive things in my life rather than wasting my time. And as you read this, I hope you know... You're not alone.

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you think you're not pretty. there's always someone uglier.

you want more money. people are in poverty.

you want a boyfriend. someone doesn't even have parents.

you're hungry. a child is starving.

you want to go to the mall. someone is looking for anything they can wear just to stay warm.

you're chilly. others are frozen.

you just want to die. most people want to live.


so, don't waste your time on things that you think you want because there is always someone out there who needs it much more than you could ever possibly know.

After 4 Years of Silence

• Boy: I miss you.
• Girl: And so?
• Boy: I really did.
• Girl: K.
• Boy: I'm sorry.
• Girl: What for?
• Boy: For ignoring your efforts to communicate with me.
• Girl: Its OK. I got used to it, then I got tired, so I stopped trying and started forgetting.
• Boy: I..
• Boy: I...tried to forget about you, you see.
• Girl: ....
• Boy: Cause it tore me apart that we can never be...
• Girl: its OK.
• Boy: Why is it so OK?
• Girl: I got used to days hoping you'd be back, but then you never did. I started facing reality, and started          to get a move on.
• Boy: Wait...am I too late?
• Girl: Too late for what?
• Boy: To court you?
• Girl: You know, I've always wanted to hear that from you. Back then, a year ago. But...I got used to only wishing for it..then realized it would never happen, so I stopped hoping.
• Boy: I'm really sorry, but dont worry, this time, I will make your wishes come true.
• Girl: Its my turn to say sorry. Time got into me. You've broken my heart already. I cant risk experiencing that again. :/ Thank you anyway. For communicating with me after 4 years of silence.

HAHA.

Quote of the Day

Masa lalu memang tidak bisa diubah
Yang tersisa hanya penyesalan
Tetapi jika memang diberikan kesempatan untuk memperbaikinya lagi, sesulit apapun untuk meyakinkan dan berusaha untuk itu, lakukan lah
Karena kita tak pernah tahu, apakah kesempatan itu akan datang lagi. 

Terlebih kepada cinta. 

Promises promises, by Dahlian.

Quote of The Day

"Thank you for shaping my life. Thank you for teaching me all you can. You are no ordinary man. You make me everything I am. Thank you for taking the time. Thank you for showing me the way, and thank you for being there when I need you. Thank you for every single day.. Bapak" 

Jon Baker