Anatomy-madness. Lovely.

-teman menghabiskan malam minggu dan minggu pagi tercinta-

mangatttt semester 3!

time-ing. timing.

And again, a post about love. The upside downs of love.
If we had a great person, who we know that he’s just perfect for us but he’s not coming in a perfect time. Indeed, a right person, but wrong timing. All of our efforts that already been given to the person we love, is just not enough when the time is wrong. This kinda reflect to what I’m feeling now. I had a person, a perfect one. But, it’s just the bad timing, wrong timing. I don’t know what else to share, what else to feel when I lose him, still now. But, life’s goes on. It really doesn’t end up like we plan to be, but even better, sometimes.
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Cobalah Mengerti (Momo Geisha Cover) - sorry for the pitchy voice.

Enaknya dikasih judul apa?

Cinta.

Kata yang bisa membuat kita tersenyum dan menangis disaat yang sama. 

Gak percaya? Look at me now. -if you can see me, lol-

Aku selalu punya kebiasaan, sebelum melakukan tulisan konyol seperti ini, atau sebut saja posting blog, aku akan selalu membaca semua tulisan di blog ku, untuk tidak mengulangi apa yang pernah aku tulis.

Ditemani dengan Adhitia Sofyan sebagai background song, yang benar-benar pas dengan kegalauan yang selalu ada di pikiran.

Afraid to get hurt.

Itu selalu yang menjadi persoalan kita dalam menjalani hubungan dengan seseorang, tiap orang berbeda, kita tahu itu….

Apapun yang meresahkan, setelah apapun usaha kita membahasakan cinta, mendefinisikan cinta, tidak ada yang lebih menenangkan hati ketika mendengar, “sayang kamu” atau “i love you” dari orang yang sedang kau resahkan, yah detik ini, dan bahkan saat kau membaca post ini, pasti ada satu orang yang langsung muncul di benak pikiranmu.

Kata salah seorang teman, “Semua itu pasti masih bisa diomongin kok, itu prinsipku.”

Benar katanya, 

semua itu bisa diomongin, as long as we are on the same page.

aren’t we?

I won't give up.

Good or Better. Take your pick.

“I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they’re right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.”

For starter, I use the Marilyn Monroe’s quote to begin this writing. 

From that quote, we (want to) believe that everything happens for a reason. True? But at that point of event happened to us, sometimes we just don’t want to believe it. They said, it’ll better in time. So I’ve heard also.

If you read the quote, you’re gonna be thinking about the past, your past actually. Not that I judge you, to become a person that’s not fully get over from your past, but yeah some people do that. Don’t worry, you are not alone.

At this point, you are now gonna be thinking also about your present or even worst your future. We don’t always know what may come to us, or what so ever. We just need to live the life we’re live in, as the best of it, because life is one time chance you’ll ever get. -well, of course-

I don’t want to put my own perspective in this writing cause recently I’m dealing with the exact same thing. All I want to say is, be prepared, you don’t know what life gonna take you. Maybe it’ll bring you to something good. 

Or in my case, it’ll bring you to something better :)

Why Not?

I always compare myself to people in generally, not because I don’t like myself, its just because I’m different.
The whole blog is picture me as a different person to another, and I am one of a kind.
Show off?
Too much of confident?
I guess so.
Sometimes in life, we need to have ‘em. Confident. People always afraid to do something they like, or something they love because of the factor of irrationality from that is just too high.
Like anger, anger indeed is a dangerous thing. It makes you do something or whatever that stupid. Kinda same as love. Love makes you do something stupid and of course, irrational things.
The question is, are we willing to do it for ‘em?
Are they worth the shot?
And again,
the thing is not WHY. but Why not?

Durable Love Movie

The idea of writing on blogs was pretty good actually. I can write everything I want, can't I? No one's gonna read it anyway, except my bib, who turns out is the only fan of my blog! Hahaha.

This is one of my favorite Joko Anwar's masterpiece. Very light and simple, but still you'll find Joko Anwar's great idea there!
"Dunia itu huge. Aku ga bisa ngabisin sendiri. Makanya aku pengen bagi sama kamu." Ah udah. Aku mau nggarap tugas Prof. Ambar sek. Sampai jumpa lagi blog usang!!