THE BACKSTAGE
there's so much going on
unspoken in the back
of the mind

June 07, 2011

Graduation Day

Pelepasan Siswa/siswi SMAN 3 Surakarta
@Saba Buana 26 Mei 2011.



-para monyet-
kika: Dhika, Lintang, Rizqa, Mamoth, unidentified object.

kamu sangat berarti, istimewa di hati
selamanya rasa ini
jika tua nanti kita tlah hidup masing-masing
ingatlah hari ini :')


Melani Ratih M.

Kegaulan Ga Dibawa Mati!


sebelumnya minta maap karna ini hasil copy paste saya dari blog orang lain, ijin nge-repost ya mbak :) > blog mbaknya

saya bukan cewe-cewe remaja zaman sekarang yang ngikutin style. BB lah, behel lah (yg ini iya, karna mak saya ga tahan liat saya mrongos), kamera, badan oke atau apapun yang terlihat wah dalam diri cewe-cewe itu. saya bukan orang kaya saya hanya orang sederhana. saya ga mikirin ke gaulan yang punya segudang temen-temen yang wah. saya hanya kenal itu ini main sana sini tapi saya mikir, buat apa itu semua? hanya mencari popularitas? atau hanya ingin di sebut cewe gaul masa kini yang hanya membuat topeng dan tidak apa adanya. saya ga pernah nuntut apapun pada orangtua saya, saya bercermin dari masalalu saya yang dulu jika saya minta apapun lagsung di kabulin. mungkin sekarang saya bisa mikir, untuk apa meminta barang mewah pada orangtua agar di sebut WAH di mata oranglain? tapi kadang jika saya berkumpul dengan teman-teman yang bisa di bilang anak gaul zaman sekarang dan saya merasa minder dan berfikir “saya mungkin suatu saat akan menarik diri dari mereka, ya mungkin sekedar say Hello”saya ga pernah ke tempat yang suka di kunjungin anak-anak wah itu, saya ga pernah menjadwalkan saya untuk hangout sama temen-temen saya. ya sewaktu-waktu jika sama jenuh saya pasti meluangkan waktu bertemu teman-teman lama saya. tapi saya tetep bersyukur atas apa yang di berikan allah sama saya, saya bersyukur masih punya keluarga yang utuh, pacar yang baik, sahabat, temen-temen yang selalu membuat saya selalu melakukan hal-hal positif. saya hanya mengeluarkan isi hati bukan “menjugde seseorang”.sorry kalo ada yang ga enak baca post saya. :D :D :D


Melani Ratih M.

June 06, 2011

Teman




I learned a lot about friendships. I lost people that were once my best friends.I lost old friendships that I thought would last beyond high school. People I once trusted ended up showing me the opposite. Although I lost those people, I also built more valuable relationships with the people who stayed. I kept the friends that really mattered. I gained stronger friendships with people who were there for me. I realized that besides family, I only have a few people I can truly rely on, but that’s okay. Having a huge group of friends isn’t that great when most can care less about you.



In the end, having a few valuable friendships with people who really have your back is always worth so much more.

June 04, 2011

Uyeeee

Setelah otak dibuat bekerja keras untuk SNMPTN, keadaan memaksa saya untuk tetap menggenjot otak. Tak lain dan tak bukan dengan alasan yang sama, cari kuliah.Untuk jaga-jaga kalau seandainya (amit-amit jabang bayi) nggak lolos utul. Bahh, ternyata cari sekolah itu susah, saya baru merasakannya saat ini. Dulu waktu seleksi masuk SMP dan SMA sepertinya nggak segiat ini usaha saya, tapi kenapa hasilnya lebih menggembirakan?


Sudahlah nak, jangan sesali yang sudah terjadi. Salahmu sendiri malas belajar, dan menganggap enteng pelajaran di SMA ini.


Kata R : GOGOGO!! SEMANGAT SEMANGAT!!
owkayh yungs..


Berusaha, berserah, bersyukur :) and everything’s gonna be okay :D.

Melani Ratih M.

June 03, 2011

After 4 Years of Silence


  • Boy: I miss you.
  • Girl: And so?
  • Boy: I really did.
  • Girl: K.
  • Boy: I'm sorry.
  • Girl: What for?
  • Boy: For ignoring your efforts to communicate with me.
  • Girl: Its OK. I got used to it, then I got tired, so I stopped trying and started forgetting.
  • Boy: I..
  • Boy: I...tried to forget about you, you see.
  • Girl: ....
  • Boy: Cause it tore me apart that we can never be...
  • Girl: its OK.
  • Boy: Why is it so OK?
  • Girl: I got used to days hoping you'd be back, but then you never did. I started facing reality, and started          to get a move on.
  • Boy: Wait...am I too late?
  • Girl: Too late for what?
  • Boy: To court you?
  • Girl: You know, I've always wanted to hear that from you. Back then, a year ago. But...I got used to only wishing for it..then realized it would never happen, so I stopped hoping.
  • Boy: I'm really sorry, but dont worry, this time, I will make your wishes come true.
  • Girl: Its my turn to say sorry. Time got into me. You've broken my heart already. I cant risk experiencing that again. :/ Thank you anyway. For communicating with me after 4 years of silence.
HAHA.

June 01, 2011

Berbicara

Akhirnya sore ini bisa buka www.blogger.com lagi setelah beberapa hari rehat sejenak.

Kurang lebih sebulan lagi saya dan teman-teman bakal deg-degan lagi buka laman web SNMPTN.
Setelah 2 hari ini berjuang mati-matian *lebay.
Semua usaha dan kemampuan udah kita keluarkan, sekarang tinggal bisa berdoa sama pasrah aja sama Tuhan. Kuncinya satu, ikhlas. Apapun kenyataan yang kita dapat nanti, terima. Terima dengan ikhlas dan lapang dada. Itulah hasil yang terbaik

Ohya by the way anyway busway, tadi saya nemu web yang ngasih kunci jawaban SNMPTN
ngakunya sih, yang buat dari lembimjar GO
ini dia link-nya >> KLIK!
tapi ada beberapa yang sepertinya salah kunci dan beberapa soal belum dijawab.

P.S. Hanya untuk yang bernyali lho ya :D

For The Person Who..


for the right waiting person who cheers themself:
” Somewhere there’s someone who dreams of your smile, and finds in your presence that life is worth while, so when you are lonely, remember this is true: Somebody, somewhere is thinking of you.”


for the person who loved someone but just stuck and never make a change:
“How do I say goodbye to someone I never really had? Why do my tears fall so endlessly for someone who was never really mine? Why is it I miss someone I was never really with? And why do I love someone whose love was never really mine?”



for the person who wants to moved or letting go someone who’s not worth:
“I spent so many nights thinking about you,my heart spent to many hours missing you, I wasted my time being with you, and now it’s time to move on.”

“One day you’ll love me, the way I loved you. One day you’ll think of me the way I thought of you. One day you’ll cry for me, the way I cried for you. One day you’ll want me, but I won’t want you. yam!”
“You have to forgive to forget, and forget, to feel again.”
“You either let go for two reasons…. you’ve learned enough to want to, or you’ve been hurt enough you have to.”


for the person who can’t never stop loving someone:
“You taught me how to love, but not how to stop.”

“in every girls life there is a guy she will never forget, and the summer when it all began.”
“I hope that in the end, we can all laugh and say it was worth it.”
“Still I won’t say goodbye, won’t ever say goodbye. And know that I’ll always be yours.”
“I don’t wish to be everything to everyone, but I would like to be something to someone.”
“I reached for sleep and drew it round me like a blanket muffling pain and thought together in the merciful dark”
for the broken heart :)
“I wish i were a little girl again, because skinned knees are easier
to fix than broken hearts.”

“you can say that you always wish me to be happy, but don’t you know it can’t be realize, coz to be happy means you lovin’ me and always be with me but you can’t let yourself do it for me”
“Have you ever wondered which hurts more:
saying something and wishing you hadn’t
or saying nothing and wishing you had?”

“it’s time to move the f*ck on!
you make me tired of waiting for so long. maybe you’re just too weird to be true!”

“It’s hard to trust and it’s hard to cry. It’s hard to love and later say goodbye. But it’s much harder to let go when you really want to say no. But this is life of making hearts grow”
“To love is to risk not being loved in return. To hope is to risk pain. To try is to risk failure, but risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing.”