Enaknya dikasih judul apa?

Cinta.

Kata yang bisa membuat kita tersenyum dan menangis disaat yang sama. 

Gak percaya? Look at me now. -if you can see me, lol-

Aku selalu punya kebiasaan, sebelum melakukan tulisan konyol seperti ini, atau sebut saja posting blog, aku akan selalu membaca semua tulisan di blog ku, untuk tidak mengulangi apa yang pernah aku tulis.

Ditemani dengan Adhitia Sofyan sebagai background song, yang benar-benar pas dengan kegalauan yang selalu ada di pikiran.

Afraid to get hurt.

Itu selalu yang menjadi persoalan kita dalam menjalani hubungan dengan seseorang, tiap orang berbeda, kita tahu itu….

Apapun yang meresahkan, setelah apapun usaha kita membahasakan cinta, mendefinisikan cinta, tidak ada yang lebih menenangkan hati ketika mendengar, “sayang kamu” atau “i love you” dari orang yang sedang kau resahkan, yah detik ini, dan bahkan saat kau membaca post ini, pasti ada satu orang yang langsung muncul di benak pikiranmu.

Kata salah seorang teman, “Semua itu pasti masih bisa diomongin kok, itu prinsipku.”

Benar katanya, 

semua itu bisa diomongin, as long as we are on the same page.

aren’t we?

I won't give up.

Good or Better. Take your pick.

“I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they’re right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.”

For starter, I use the Marilyn Monroe’s quote to begin this writing. 

From that quote, we (want to) believe that everything happens for a reason. True? But at that point of event happened to us, sometimes we just don’t want to believe it. They said, it’ll better in time. So I’ve heard also.

If you read the quote, you’re gonna be thinking about the past, your past actually. Not that I judge you, to become a person that’s not fully get over from your past, but yeah some people do that. Don’t worry, you are not alone.

At this point, you are now gonna be thinking also about your present or even worst your future. We don’t always know what may come to us, or what so ever. We just need to live the life we’re live in, as the best of it, because life is one time chance you’ll ever get. -well, of course-

I don’t want to put my own perspective in this writing cause recently I’m dealing with the exact same thing. All I want to say is, be prepared, you don’t know what life gonna take you. Maybe it’ll bring you to something good. 

Or in my case, it’ll bring you to something better :)

Why Not?

I always compare myself to people in generally, not because I don’t like myself, its just because I’m different.
The whole blog is picture me as a different person to another, and I am one of a kind.
Show off?
Too much of confident?
I guess so.
Sometimes in life, we need to have ‘em. Confident. People always afraid to do something they like, or something they love because of the factor of irrationality from that is just too high.
Like anger, anger indeed is a dangerous thing. It makes you do something or whatever that stupid. Kinda same as love. Love makes you do something stupid and of course, irrational things.
The question is, are we willing to do it for ‘em?
Are they worth the shot?
And again,
the thing is not WHY. but Why not?

Durable Love Movie

The idea of writing on blogs was pretty good actually. I can write everything I want, can't I? No one's gonna read it anyway, except my bib, who turns out is the only fan of my blog! Hahaha.

This is one of my favorite Joko Anwar's masterpiece. Very light and simple, but still you'll find Joko Anwar's great idea there!
"Dunia itu huge. Aku ga bisa ngabisin sendiri. Makanya aku pengen bagi sama kamu." Ah udah. Aku mau nggarap tugas Prof. Ambar sek. Sampai jumpa lagi blog usang!!

Things I won’t Do If I Break Up With My Boyfriend

eh? punya?

1. Send his mom a message, please i don’t get the point of do that

2. Chasing on him, even though i still love him so much, because sometimes “release to obtain”

3. Looking for his attention, maybe do some stupid things, such as cry in front of him, sad face everywhere and everytime in front of him, iyewh

4. Still expect him to come back when he is close to another girl, come on it means we both didn’t match

5. Still remember all memories and write on my facebook or twitter, ewwh NO.

6. Talk some shit about him to other people, hehllooo he had become my special person

7. Get jealousy with his new girlfriend, who am i? i’m nothing for him anymore

10. Tell every people why we broke up, i’ve my own privacy life, and i think i’m mature enough to think about it

Well,  release to obtain, yea we have to release or let him go and believe that God has the best gift for you, me too. Sometimes i feel so sorry for my past, but do that give you some change? no! and never, regret will never change everything, what we have to do is “Keep our chin up and let everything as The God’s will”.

Think Big&Act Big

Possibility itu selalu ada, dan kadarnya bertambah seiring dengan usaha yang kita lakukan. Kalo cuma diem aja mengharap kesempatan datang di depan mata pun, kemungkinan tetap ada, tapi sangat kecil dan nggak tahu kapan.
Seiring bertambahnya umur, disadari atau enggak, pikiran jadi semakin realistis. Bisa dibentuk dari faktor lingkungan (keluarga dan teman), nilai-nilai sosial, cara kita menilai diri sendiri, dan pengalaman (best teacher). Berpikir realistis itu baik. Tapi kalo belom apa-apa udah membatasi diri with so many limits, we'll believe that things are really impossible. Kita juga bakal ngeluarin banyak excuse demi untuk nggak memulai sesuatu. Like, I'm too busy, it's too hard, I've failed before, etc. Padahal, we just have to start it and want it bad enough to actually achieve it.

Everything starts from a dream.
Nah disini letak permasalahannya. Mimpi. Semua orang bisa bermimpi. To have a great dream is damn easy, anyone can put their amazing dreams into their plans blanket. But they often forget to have struggle to make it real. They just want, but no effort's consisted. And, the higher your dream is, the more expensive you'll cost. Not about money, but the sacrifice.
I'm telling myself about these too :').
It’s good to be both a starter and finisher. But, it’s difficult to be both, so if you have to pick, choose to finish. Choose to show up every day until the job is done. Choose the pursuit that appears more boring on the surface, but has richer rewards in its depth. Choose to stick with a plan even if it isn’t paying out immediately. Choose to be consistent. Choose to be a FINISHER.

Terakhir,

Don't be afraid to think big dan jangan ndengerin kata orang lain yang bilang "nggak mungkin" ke kita. They have set their own limit, not ours.

The possibility is there, you just have to try and work on it. Dengan konsistensi, serius, nggak ada yang nggak mungkin.

Nothing is impossible, the word itself says 'I'm possible'.